You were depressed you were really messed up

You know I understand

But why did you not talk to me

Why didn't you help me prepare for the nightmare



You took a vacation into oblivion

You were so low and I felt like I didn't know you

Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me



Once it ended I mended myself

But is keeps falling back down off the shelves in my head

A twinge of pain now a shudder of disgust

As I shield my eyes from my own memory



I knew all about your plans

I really did understand

But you didn't let me know

I wasn't invited to go

Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me



I watched in desperation as you stumbled before my eyes

She needs beer, she doesn't need me I finally realized

My anger and pain in all your fun, you couldn't recognize

I stopped caring long before you started to cry